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Friday, February 15, 2008
actually.. all along
i felt that whateva i gone thru
is not real.
is seems like a dream
that i may wake up from it anytime.
the more xin fu it seems
the more worried i get...
i m so afraid that. everything mayb gone in a flash
despite dardar's repeated assurance,
i still cannot get over my own barrier
i tried to.. but i cant
i keep feeling that there is smth
that is stoppin me from goin
any further with him.. =(
i was thinking,
a person like me..
am i fit to b his gf in the very first place?
i feel so inadequate..seriously..
sorry dardar. is not ur fault
its mine. =(
this thing had been wif me for quite some time le..
i wan to overcome it
seriously i wan to..
wad is it that is in me
that make u wan to be wif me?
this mayb due to my lack of self-confidence oso
haiz.. cannot blame anyone
i tried to boost. but i cannot..
feeling very tired le.. =(
wad can i do...
sobs..=(
i wan to b the best for u
i wan to b the only one for u.
but what can i do to make it this way?
perhaps.. the thing i nid is time..and also
alot of assurance. juz to overcome
my that emptiness i feel bahs... =x
9:05:00 PM
♥ Who's This? 
=DDDDD
=)
BaBy and DaddY!
at west coast =D